> "I wish I was not born. But it's not that I'm unhappy in my life. My life is good, but I'd rather not be here. You know it's like there's a nice room, but I don't want to be in that room"
So leave.
Camus famously said "There is but one truly serious philosophical problem, and that is suicide. Judging whether life is or is not worth living amounts to answering the fundamental question of philosophy"
Every teenager goes through an angsty "I didn't ask to be born!" phase. Part of become a thinking adult involves fully accepting that you are here, that can leave at any time, but looking inside yourself to fully understand why you don't want to.
Camus called this "absurdism" but a lot of people have written about it.
> So as we didn't ask to be born, we should be paid for the rest of our lives to live
None of us asked to be born. You owe the rest of us just as much as we owe you. How much that is exactly, is left as an exercise for the reader.