You make retiring in your 30's sound like it's a victory. No one does that unless they feel unwelcome and have enough money to scrape by after saying goodbye rather than being forced to tolerate an unwelcoming environment.
After all, i for example, have never participated in a single project that would ever go live, and only a few times, built small pieces of code that were for some time used in live products. How can i probably fool myself into believing that work is a virtue?