>kindling
but what it is?
but what it is?
For the first 100 or 1000 or 5000 times it's OK. Then you start showing physical symptoms. Little anxiety. Headache. Light sweats.
Once this starts (showing physical symptoms) you can never binge again without them showing up. And each time they get worse. Progresses to morning shakes, seizures, even death in extreme cases. All from binges you happily came out of as a teenager.