We can all empathize with the difficult experiences you've been through, but translating that into hundreds of off-topic HN comments is not a good use of energy. You've been doing this for a long time, with multiple accounts, and we've asked you to stop many times. Many other HN users have had difficult experiences too, and they're not behaving this way. It's time to stop doing this.
https://news.ycombinator.com/newsguidelines.html
We detached this subthread from https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=28517375.
But being angry like this is really toxic for yourself. Life should be happier than this for you. Please find a way to talk to a therapist because you need to release your anger, get past your trauma, and find happiness.