I am not responsible for your mental illness. I don't know you. You don't know me. The only connection between us is some text I wrote on the internet that orginated in my brain entered your brain. You don't need to let it influence you so much unless you can not help it due to a mental disability like paranoid schizophrenia. If you are mentally sick you should go to the doctor. What the hell do you have to lose? You are contemplating losing everything anyway.