Now, I thought that wasn’t an option for years because my anxious and impulsive brain kept telling me I was too far behind, didn’t get enough done that day, need to learn x or y, etc. I was fully convinced by this part of myself.
What I discovered over time was that this habit was producing terrible work in a compounding fashion. I’d do terrible work, feel like shit about it, wake up feeling like shit, rinse, repeat.
These days I read a book at night, if circumstances allow, and sometimes listen to nice calming sounds or music at the same time. It eliminates me. I can fall asleep within 15m pretty reliably. Now instead of getting better at my job or finishing work that could probably wait, I enrich myself with something actually meaningful to me. I love to read philosophy and psychology for example.
I avoid screens for hours before bed, then fall asleep very normally, and wake up feeling way, way more refreshed than I used to.
And the best part? I do better work, I learn faster, I get things done sooner - I accomplished what I set out to do for years by simply doing less of it.
Night Shift isn’t going to save you from bad habits. To all of you who can endure it, I envy your physiology, because it was literally ruining me.