still not 100% in what way? physical impairment? ambition? appetite for work? damaged relationships? personality? ability to socialise?
I physically didn't have the necessary energy. I was exhausted all the time. I could code for an hour max, and then I just couldn't anymore. But this improved a lot over a couple of years.
But today: my physical body hasn't fully recovered from the sleepless nights, wrong sitting positions, etc. Lower back, neck, for example. I know these can be improved through exercise, and I do it more and more.