Your comment got me looking into the phenomenon, and I found this great article: https://www.baltimoresun.com/news/bs-xpm-1994-07-17-19941981...
From 1994!
From 1994!
And I like being reminded of the great pressure many creative spirits feel. It's serious business, managing pressure and also doing your work.
For the future, you can usually create these for yourself by going to top of the sites that I linked.