CMU? 50th percentile? Congratulations on finding a community of people who are amazing enough to make you look normal :)
But that aside, I'm still not content with being normal. When I sold out my intelligence, it meant years of hard work on socializing and stuff (seriously. It's hard work). Now that I'm stepping back into academics, I'm aiming for the top again. But it's so much harder the second time around :(