Stay strong.
>My brain chemistry is irreversibly fucked for lack of a better word
Are you sure it's completely irreversible?
>My brain chemistry is irreversibly fucked for lack of a better word
Are you sure it's completely irreversible?
I assume GP did a lot of searching and experimentation, and haven't found a solution. From my own experience I can tell that the process of searching itself is very draining, especially if your trial-and-error has to involve help from a specialist at each step. So at some point one just figures out a coping strategy and cuts their losses.
Yeah, I was very hesitant to ask so as not to seem like I didn't think they've looked into it..
All the best to you as well.