>And as we were walking I just started to cry and she asked me, “what’s wrong?”

>I said “I just realized that I don’t feel bad and I just realized that I’m not existing, I’m living.”

I can't imagine a bigger turn off for your wife than this. Yikes! You're supposed to be the rock dude, save those thoughts for the lads.

Then again this is the guy who asked his wife to lick some guys face while he's posing in the background all scrunched up. https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CMToPQVWUAAD0h2.jpg - Pathetic!