I think you are right about the mild depression. In my own post further up, I suggested Cognitive Behavioural Therapy as a possible solution (possible to do as self-study and self-practice)
Do you have any tips on getting started? A blog/website, what to look for?
https://www.amazon.com/Cognitive-Behavioural-Therapy-Dummies...
Ignore the stupid series title, it's a great book.