Out of curiosity, what's stopping you from going vegan or vegetarian in the interim?
Pretty much only this equation:
meat tastiness * degree it affects me > immorality of killing animals * degree it affects me
Yeah, "vegan in the head but not in the plate", I think our ranks are growing haha
Exactly that. One of these days, someone will give me a choice between a normal, horrifyingly-grown slab of meat and a slightly-more-expensive-but-ethically-grown one, and then we'll see who's a hypocrite!