No matter how good you are with education and research, when you are an introvert and you have to go for an interview but cannot express yourself clearly under stressful circumstances, like the case of being interviewed by CTO, CFO (don't ask me why, he was present with a special interest in knowing me in person for some reason?!), and the head of HR at the same time...then you can get an idea why I cannot make it anymore.
It wasn't like that before. In the past, you had the opportunity to go for an interview and you would have a normal chat with the HR or the Project Manager that would make you feel like talking to a closed friend of yours and you would exchange valuable information with this person and before you know it, through this interview you would realize how much you know and help you appreciate yourself even more.
Nowadays it feels like going through a drive-thru to buy junk food that feels so emotionless...they don't care about you, because they say "I can find millions like you" and they literally mean it!
Think about it, we are in EU and they announce they have opened some interesting positions with attractive salaries and benefits, and without noticing it many EU citizens sent their resumes for that position.
So, you stand no chance next to those people who have already acquired professional experience around this niche.
I don't feel it's worth it anymore, seriously.