Please talk to your loved ones. Like the other said, please seek professional help. You're still young. You can still do a lot of things.
Search for meaning. Start with your Why.
Search for meaning. Start with your Why.
Thanks for your kind words.
For one thing, you're probably way better programmer than Richard Branson is :)
On a more serious note: not everyone is wired for a massive success - for example, not everyone is capable of consistently working 100 hours per week (like Musk). Also, even if you are (I have a friend who could probably beat Musk in an iron man-style workaholic marathon) massive success in business is still mostly down to luck, which is another factor (apart from genetics) that you can't control. In the grand scheme of things, it's far better to accept who you are and be happy about the good things than be butt-hurt about not being a billionaire.
Acceptance is quite difficult while our entire culture primes us to be uber successful in all our pursuits. But humility and doing one's best is a virtue to achieve.