Same here. I often spend time wondering if it's simply that this field isn't for me, 40hrs a week kills my drive, or if it's a bigger issue like depression.
Only thing I enjoy now are exercise and music.
Only thing I enjoy now are exercise and music.
Also, see if you can find some satisfaction in expanding your programming skills through reading and learning. Not sure your experience level here, but I would recommend that to anyone -- it has made a huge difference to me personally.
I intend to spend no free time on my career outside of work. There are far too many other things in life I would prefer to work on and experience, hence why I wonder if this is the right field for me.
Sorry if I sound so negative, it's just how I've felt since first starting out in my field.