[1] http://racerelations.about.com/od/historyofracerelations/a/T...
[2] http://stanford.edu/group/womenscourage/cgi-bin/blogs/family...
> While the constant amount of stress, the feelings of helplessness, lack of balance, etc, simply persist if not increase.
I think you are projecting. If you have internet access and the depth of knowledge of most people that read HN, then you have the tools to be self-sustaining and carefree. All you've said is you personally have hobbies you find relaxing but are unhappy with niches you've found for spending the rest of your time.
Part of what Anthony Bourdain does is "food archaeology" with traditional dishes that are now coming back into cuisine. So maybe 250 years ago , food was better if you had it.
A thousand tiny torts over status-based "microagressions"* don't add up easily to equal severe food uncertainty.
*lousy word choice if there ever was one... I depend on you as a reader to pick your own replacement.
Part of me thinks people are bloody-minded animals and most of this lives only in their head. But it's based in "is this all there is" and that's quite real.
Then please go away.