This experience made me think in what state my mind will be at later ages. I'm quite young now, and I've heard from so many people that at later ages one's thought process is not as fluid or creative as it is in youth. It made me think of all these moments of brillance I've had the pleasure of experiencing will vanish as I age. I'm speaking of arriving at solutions to problems without consciously thinking about them, like all of the sudden the solution just pops in your head and, comparing to the state that you are in, moments ago, having no clue what to do with the problem at hand, suddenly you precisely know what to do. I have done nothing to achieve or deserve this trait, but still, knowing that it will be taken away some time later and having no control over the process, is depressing.