i don't know, i thought maybe the developer brotherhood could help me. but i never think with your perspective. And yes we're not lucky about our birth country, there are worst places out there but we live in a shit hole.
Basically read this guy http://www.kalzumeus.com/2011/10/28/dont-call-yourself-a-pro... and follow the clique.
You can make it if you try hard enough.
you're right but i can't pretend to be someone im not. im not a rockstar dev you know there are lot of them.
yes i'm looking depressed now but im a burning fire in me work hard and joy. trying to find a place to work with good people and good purpose
Note that my advice is rational and completely unironic. It is rational to follow the clique if you want to succeed in tech.
I act like that too.
Not really. Your posts in this discussion just seem unnecessarily... angry?