96 karma · joined December 24, 2013
I guess what I am saying is that I have been doing the job for years. Just not getting paid for it and was trying to dig out two things in the OP:
1)What the disconnect between working on your own and getting paid for doing the work was.
2)there was a different area I could/should focus on given my disadvantages(financial, disabled, etc.)
Big data and analytics are fascinating to me for example, but only because of the implications and uses of those kinds of skills I can see in a Security related capacity.
I wanted to find out if someone would yell, "You need to learn 'X' because it's useful both in some Security roles and you can work doing that as your day job at the same time." Hope that makes sense.
I have worked with people like the person you probably think I am because of how that came across. I was just trying to honestly express one of the few things that I do have going for me as opposed to just listing things that I don't.