Hunter S. Thompson on finding your purpose
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"....no one HAS to do something he doesn’t want to do for the rest of his life. But then again, if that’s what you wind up doing, by all means convince yourself that you HAD to do it. You’ll have lots of company."
"As things stand now, I am going to be a writer. I'm not sure that I'm going to be a good one or even a self-supporting one, but until the dark thumb of fate presses me to the dust and says 'you are nothing', I will be a writer."
His views changed a slight bit, but not much. He was truly a person who knew himself.
I'd love to see Fear and Loathing in Startupistan, but I'm not a tenth the writer that Thompson was.
I wonder how much more he would have realized if he hadn't killed himself.
"No More Games. No More Bombs. No More Walking. No More Fun. No More Swimming. 67. That is 17 years past 50. 17 more than I needed or wanted. Boring. I am always bitchy. No Fun – for anybody. 67. You are getting Greedy. Act your old age. Relax – This won’t hurt."
His son went outside and fired a shotgun in the air afterwards. He had known it was coming and was ready.
Personally I'd like to go out on my own terms as well. Though I've no idea when I'll be happy enough with what I've done to be 'ready' for such a thing.
But the question remains, what might he have done if he lived. He may have been done at that moment, but as his essay observes, people change with experience. He may have been a completely different HRT in a few years, if he had been open to it.
Maybe sometimes it's worth watching the grandchildren or the grass for a few years, until you finally recognize a change in the world.
"Myths and legends die hard in America. We love them for the extra dimension they provide, the illusion of near-infinite possibility to erase the narrow confines of most men's reality. Weird heroes and mould-breaking champions exist as living proof to those who need it that the tyranny of the rat race is not yet final."
I find it quite interesting he became the embodiment of this himself. His attitude of "Buy the ticket, take the ride" is what he embodied until the day he died and knew the ride was over.
I personally would have loved to see him live on. Especially with regard to the end of the Bush presidency and further actions in the middle east.
I can't be the first to observe that with Gulf War II, he killed himself just when we needed him the most. <deity> only knows what he would have made of the Snowden revelations.
This is really the way I mean it. Find the ninth path, even if it takes awhile to get started. That's where you might miss something.
I recently left the working world after realizing I really don't need that much money to be happy. In the turmoil, I realized some things I had read or thought that were a little misguided and almost burned all my industry bridges completely, thinking "f--- that place anyway."
But this comment really hits on something I've felt throughout the whole thing... eventually you just get tired of the games. And maybe one day I'll get back into the working world, but for now I have what I need.
He also made Nash Bridges with Don Johnson.
America had largely turned its back on this brilliant writer. He also wrote for ESPN, I think? He should have been able to do whatever he wanted by the end of his life. Instead...ESPN and Nash Bridges.
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He was an excellent sportswriter, and an even more extraordinary political one. His influence is now gone in Rolling Stone, but he gave them their entire ethos alongside Jan Wenner for years.
But a man who procrastinates in his CHOOSING will inevitably have his choice made for him by circumstance.
That right HST quote always seems to materialize right when I need it.