Ask HN: How do I get out of my mind now?

I'm almost 20.51, junior CS student from India. I have got a summer internship at a prominent company in US. It was a nice experience to apply and get selected as I found the company while doing a side-project in related field and loved it.

Life was going good but then some personal family wrong happened and it was easy enough to almost kill me.

This event broke me in both ways personally and financially. All in all, I was even unable to make it through my summer travel and visa process.

Sometimes I feel like I am done with it. I feel scared that I had good opportunity but now I don't have anything.

But at the same time I don't want to see it ending this way. I have too much things in my active projects directory that I'm working on, some books that I'm reading and all.

Life seems tough now. Don't what to do, where to go. No idea.

  Artefact: Almost two months ago, I was playing with the Hacker News data and found one thing. Majority of people creates new accounts to ask such questions here. I think I should go with the minorities of that dataset.