Have been in your boat. It's not so bad after it ends, your life does NOT end :).

I could get a job in a large company, at what I thought was an absurd salary, after I was done with my startups. At a time when I thought no one in their right minds would give me a job, given all the crap I'd done in my startups (and done no one thing for 3-4 years).

Are you in India? If you are please connect with me, and I will help you out.