Yeah, screaming is a touch heavy. I should have just said drop my head in sadness. And that I lost a little more hope from the industry.

It is funny that this would lead to meditation, as there is a good parable that seems appropriate here.[1] Not all fads are processes, and I'm sure there is a "truly immutable patterns don't have this problem" hiding somewhere.

[1] http://www.ckwop.me.uk/Meditation-driven-development.html