Ask HN: Should I give up on a career in tech?
After school, joined Teach for America because it was competitive and I got accepted. I figured it couldn't hurt to have on my resume. Ended up teaching for 4 years so I could get a clear credential (doesn't expire), never really liked it that much, quit. Now I'm unemployed and I've been looking for a career in technology, my real passion.
No success and I'm about to give up and go back to teaching. I've applied for software dev positions at many companies and gotten 1 response. Bombed the interview. I applied for a few dev support positions and had strong initial interest, but everything fizzled out.
I don't interview well. I've practiced a lot but when it comes down to it, I'm not a fast thinker and don't like being judged. Never have. I've worked on many hobby projects over the years and my "breakthrough ideas" always come when I'm in the shower or walking the dog or laying in bed at night. Relaxed situations. I also used to think I was smart because I was always able to overcome problems in my own dev projects, but after my interview experiences I'm now filled with self-doubt. In the days and weeks leading up to interviews, I don't sleep and have constant butterflies in my stomach -- I just obsessively study data structures and algorithms all day. And then when I bomb the interview, I get depressed for days. I just got an email from Apple to interview for a software dev role. Should I save myself the grief and turn it down? Should I go back to teaching?
tl;dr: love programming, really bad at interviews, considering turning down interview invite from Apple and going back to old career I didn't like.