Don't worry about racism because the game industry is a meritocracy? I don't understand the logic here, can you elaborate?
All is not lost, though! Maybe OP can go back and apologize for telling people about the racist jokes the Crytek people made at their expense. Wait, no, that's entirely ridiculous.
You know, I'd rather be with friendly "racists" who have not fired anyone over their alleged "racism" than anywhere in Tech, where one seems to have to be conforming to the party line even outside the work in order to keep the job (e.g. Adria Richards incident).
Making racist jokes devalue a person. How can you respect them as an employee if you devalue them as a person?