Hal Finney diagnosed with ALS. Wants to keep coding open source when paralyzed.
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I was misdiagnosed with ALS by four different doctors. I had essentially all of the symptoms, so for once I couldn't really fault the doctors. I was also misdiagnosed with Parkinsons, MS, and Alzheimers earlier in the whole process - based on brain lesions, tremors, memory loss, paralysis, etc. Misdiagnosis of complex, multi-systemic diseases is much more common than one would expect. I would encourage anyone diagnosed with any of these diseases to get a fast second (or even fifth ;-) opinion before you start any treatments. Not to be in total denial, of course, but because some treatments - if wrong - can exacerbate the underlying problems. Steroids, for example, were prescribed for me at one point and they nearly killed me.
Recently I have spent quite a lot of time with no right hand movement.
The impairment, pain was negligible compared to the frustration of performing everything so much slower.
I (just realized I) don't have that much courage. I'd probably kill myself before it got unbearable.
It runs in my family.
It gave me a new kind of importance and focus to living fulfilling happy life instead of goofing around (although I see goofing as an integral part of human life too) when I realized that there's a really high chance of getting ALS in twenty years.
Hal's attitude is a really admirable. However, for me, one of the key requirements of living in respirator is to ability to communicate with other people. Is living worth of it, if you are not able to communicate with outside world, and you know that you never will.
It's tough question, and in ALS, you have to make a decision when you still are able to communicate, when you still can nod or move your finger to say that I've had enough.