I just began appreciating all the hoops I jump through just to concentrate on things hardly anyone else cares about. It takes me nearly ten times as long to complete a program, and taxes my mind ten times more, and makes me frustrated twice as much about pursuing programming, but after a very sharp practicing curve, makes me hundred times better than the rest of the programmers out there. But, still, I wonder if it's worth it. Especially, considering my boring as hell job.