Ask HN: how to gauge my skill as a programmer
Sometimes I receive a confidence boost, I will feel like I'm fairly decent.
Sometimes when I can't grok something, I feel a drop and I don't feel very good about my abilities.
Nowadays I often say its impossible for me to measure as it currently stands.
To be fairly honest, it doesn't matter too much to me. I enjoy programming and learning new languages, techniques, paradigms, concepts, perspectives, etc. I spend a massive portion of my time doing so and I probably always will. I can tell without a doubt I'm a better programmer than I was 6 months ago. 6 months ago I was better than 6 months before.
I guess it's more of a validation thing too. Perhaps a lot if imposter syndrome type of stuff (I am 100% self-taught - I am a high school dropout in US terms). I'm always in doubt.