For Runner With M.S., No Pain While Racing, No Feeling at the Finish
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My best friend has MS. She's had it for half her adult life. She actually has it "good", in that she looks normal and can function through life virtually the same as most other people.
But there are some exceptions, such as the debilitating, random, lightning-like pain that strikes her. The occasional year or two when she can't walk without the use of a cane. The hot summers that make her body almost completely immobile and intensify pain. The fact that she can't dance for more than an hour or two before her cognitive ability reduces to basic motor functions. That there's basically no medication that helps her except for high-strength muscle relaxers that dull the symptoms.
But you know? Besides all that, she has it "lucky". She can run without falling down. She doesn't need a wheelchair or a breathing machine. She even just had her first child with her new husband. But there's the real possibility that at some point, like many other MS sufferers, even feeding herself could become an impossible task, to say nothing of caring for her own baby girl.
I am not this teenage girl, and I can't know how she feels. If it were me, I would be scared of the disease progressing more rapidly by pushing my system. But she's clearly decided that in spite of that she's going to run as hard as she can while she still has the ability. I hope she keeps running and wins every damn competition she can.
So instead of taking the othering approach of suggesting her success is the result of her M.S., let's take the rational route and suggest it is a combination of good genetic potential and, most importantly, effective training.
For her age group, it generally is. It's rare to find a teen runner who has developed that SEAL-team-like mental resilience to blow through all pain barriers. At the elite level, sure, it usually becomes a matter of genetics handing out that last sliver of advantage. Even at the elite level though (generally 800m+), you still see feats of mental insanity narrowing the gap between actual performance and "genetic max" [1]
Have you ever run competitively?
[1] Obvious example: David Rudisha running his blistering 1:40.91 800m in London 2012, all 8 runners in that race were sub 1:44 and 7 set new personal bests.
Of course, all the boring training doesn't make for a nice story.
unfortunately the disease is very unpredictable. in a sense, it's just random "deleting" of nerves. so each person has different symptoms.
anyway, good on her; i hope she's stable enough (things don't get worse) for this to continue (on the other hand, if it were me, and re-mylinization (recovery of damaged nerves) improved my control, i'd take that over running fast...)
> Her trajectory as a distance runner has been unusually ascendant.
“When she was diagnosed, she said to me, ‘Coach, I don’t know how much time I have left, so I want to run fast — don’t hold back,’ ” said Patrick Cromwell, Montgomery’s coach. “That’s when I said, ‘Wow, who are you?’ ”
At the time, Montgomery was one of the slowest on her team, completing her first 5-kilometer race in 24:29; by last November, she had run a 17:22, placing 11th in the regional qualifier for the Foot Locker national cross-country championships.
At the same time I respect the attempt to triumph over adversity. Took me ten years to get a sub-20 5k, and I'm about the same height and don't have MS.
also, the damage can be very specific and subtle. i currently have pins+needles / little feeling in the ends of my toes on my left feet. but i can feel my ankles fine. my thighs, on the other hand, are a random patchwork of feeling and not. and what you can feel and what you can control are often not the same (it seems like nerves that control and nerves that feel are different, and damaged separately, in crude terms; on the other hand you loose the feedback loop).
it's actually very interesting if you can get a little removed from it all (which you do after a year or so). it's amazing how much redundancy there is, for example.
ps running (exercise in general) is encouraged. seems to help the immune system and the inflammation response. in fact, i "got" ms late, after running for most of my life, when i took a year off with a chronic injury. coincidence? who knows...?