Ask HN: learning Basic Math, Reading Math
problem description : I want to finish "Introductions to Algorithms" (Cormen et al) and the math is holding me back. I have been trying and am too impatient. Previous comments from (do you buy books for long term) and a couple more helped me understand that this is normal to spend couple of hours on a single paragraph/page. But sometimes I don't get it for the lack of basics (it's been a while away from academics). I know I should work hard at going back, but however back I go, it feels like I don't know it. the longer it takes, more depressing it is. Sometimes, I feel my whole life is going to be depressed in this pursuit.
My problem in one line: I want to READ Maths like I read english (when i read the word mountain- i visualize a mountain, when i read an equation i see greek letters with an equals sign... you get the idea?)
my self analysis - too impatient, want to code the pseudo-code eagerly, hate (or lazy?) to take the pen/paper, look for solutions without trying hard = typing/reading the solution rather than understanding, have no big picture of implementing math - project to work on (people reading math that helps in their work vs me doing math with no implementation makes my brain go to sleep.)
I have been trying to get into about math for a while. I have done my research and read few excellent blogs (including from atleast one member of HN) for know-hows. Books I know I should have to cover the basics:
*Discrete Mathematics with Applications by Susanna S. Epp
*How to prove it?
*Concrete Mathematics - Knuth
(I got along well with Knuth for the first chapter and after a while my lack of basics >> depression >> stop and do something else.)Which books have helped you? which one should I pick first? How can I achieve my goal?
I need books basic enough to teach me discrete math (to achieve my goal of finishing introduction to algorithms) and in the long run read math like english.
I am looking for your experiences - obstacles you faced... something like this [ http://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=666615 ; i can't relate to few points - eg: not qualified to decide if a book is badly written]- anything i can relate to, any anecdotes? perhaps..my sub conscious will probably hold back my depression! Everyone of you have truly enchanting stories. I know I am taking your time, but I HAVE to do this.
disclaimer: i am not a comp sci student. <cough>my experience has been as an enterprise developer</cough>. pls don't be hard on me.
...and thanks for your precious time