and I'll say it again: if you want to do something, do it.
A great story I heard recently:
A old comedian is talking to a younger, struggling, perhaps up-and-coming comedian. The young comedian is frustrated because he isn't finding the work that he wants (writing), and is bitter about "the business".
The old comedian asks
"So, lets say some famous person wants to hire you for $10,000 a week to just write funny tweets for them. Do you think you'd be able to do it? Come up with something really funny for them every day to post to twitter?"
"For $10,000 a week?"
"Yeah"
"Yeah, sure, for that much money I'm sure I could write something funny for them every day."
"Well then why won't you do it for yourself?"
It is so, so true. I know so many programmers and designers who insist that they want to work either in tech, or in design, yet if you ask them what they're working on, they respond that nobody has hired them yet.
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The story was on this episode: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWH-8v_x68Y
Of the Joe Rogan podcast.