ASK HN: Boared and confused

I am a developer who know M$ web stack (ASP.NET, ASP.NET MVC etc. etc.) worked with different software outsourcing companies in last 10 years.

I am boared from my day Job. Always see lots of cool things happening in OSS but never able to jump into that due to tight schedule.

I hate coming office every day. The moment I got something interesting in my day job, I perform better and feel better.

I am confused and not seeing great future of mine.

Any suggestion?

Leaving the current job and and taking long breaks is dam hard due to current market situation and personal reason.