Respectfully, saying "I never should had said it" regarding the pussy comment, followed by "I still think he was a pussy" smacks of insincerity to me.
"I never should should have said it, whether I still believe it to be true or not" might have been better, but I think it's presumptive to assign it to insincerity.
You could say the same for "smacks of x" being proceeded by the word "respectfully" - why say "smacks of" with its derisory connotations, when you could say "seems"?