Anyway, for the next couple of years I found exercise in some ways to be stress-relieving as it always did, but the shadow of "what if your heart is bad" was really messing it up. I developed palpitations which persisted for about a year, scaring the crap out of me regularly.
The two things that have at least for now ameliorated it are: 1. I went on antidepressants (lexapro), this is not the first time I've been on them and despite HNsers who think they're bunk, it's pretty obvious they have a positive effect, and 2. I got a personal trainer at the gym. Both have downsides: one is side effects, the other is PTs are incredibly expensive. But the advantage of the PT is, she pushes me so hard that you get to experience levels of cardio workout that are way beyond what I normally would do on my own. So between just experiencing ridiculous, prolonged cardio workouts as well as the heart strengthening effect they have, my resting heartrate is down to 60 at night and I don't generally have palpitations. I wouldn't say the problem is solved, but working out very intensely with someone there who will most likely call 911 if you keel over has been helpful.
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> 1. I went on antidepressants (lexapro), this is not the first time I've been on them and despite HNsers who think they're bunk, it's pretty obvious they have a positive effect
Unwarranted anxiety is a common symptom of depression. The doctor was right, you needed psych treatment.
Regular exercise has all sorts of benefits including (in general) reducing anxiety, but single sessions of exercise often feel like they have negative consequences.