Most likely I used a poor choice of words, more like I don't understand it. I want to know more, but my knowledge is limited and nobody seems to be able to explain it to me in a way that I can understand.

In all honest I don't understand any of it. When I ask about it, instead of explaining it to me, most people just link to the Wikipedia article, instead of using their own words. I've read the Wikipedia article, and I don't understand any of it.

My perception is that it does not follow any logic or reason that I understand, there is nothing that I can understand from it, and I don't want to be ignorant on the subject, I want to learn it.