> It is ultimately the understanding
But understanding to what end? I'm if it's for the pure aesthetic experience of engaging in the beauty of math than that's fine, but that's typically not the view from my experience.
The goal of understanding is to advance the field, since historically human understanding was the only way to do this.
For the vast majority of human history, the world we experienced was a strange and unintelligible space. Humans survived at the by the grace of forces beyond their control. For a brief window of time human existed in a world where they increasingly saw a relationship between their understanding of the world and there ability to steer their environment towards a desired outcome.
I believe now we're seeing that that was a historical anomaly. The world is once again entering a state where it becomes increasingly unintelligible to us. Nick Land already famously pointed out, many decades ago, that the global financial system is already a form of "artificial intelligence" we don't really control. We're seeing that spread wider and wider.
The world making sense peaked around 1960s and has continued to breakdown ever since.