FYI, it looks like you've been banned for the last ~8-9 months, for no obvious reason I can see. I vouched for your comment to make it visible, but they appears to show up as [dead] by default.
But sometimes I did wish I wasn't soft-banned, I remember that someone once asked for tips to learn English and I really wish they could've seen the ones I wrote cause they helped me a lot in the past x.x