I did a deep binge on two or three projects I would never do, and like five small ones that would have consumed months.

It felt like that, kinda, for a bit. Now whenever it does something for me I get nothing. I didn’t do it… the chatbot did. What’s for me to celebrate? How can there be any real pride or satisfaction for a thing that was just handed to me because I asked for it?

If anything it diminishes my satisfaction looking back on previous projects. They’re “a few hours with a chatbot”, now.

The things I had to learn and the informed decisions I had to make? All pointless trivia, now. A child could do it.

The magic and possibilities parts just all wore off after a heavy run, and I don’t know if that’s ever coming back.