The universe is not obligated to appeal to your aesthetic tastes in its innermost functioning.

Maybe you aren’t going to be satisfied with the sort of complicated mathematics which appears to be correct (or, on the right track).

If you have complaints about the aesthetics of how the universe works, take it up with God.

Personally, I think there is a lot of beauty to be found in it.

I’ll admit that there are a few parts that go against my tastes (I don’t like needing to resort to distributions instead of proper functions), but that’s probably just intellectual laziness on my part.