I don't think it's that. It bothers me a lot too, and not because anyone else is judging me or anything. I think it's just that it's depressing... it sucks to be doing bad work, on top of other bad work, and unable to do good work instead. It is incredibly frustrating to care about quality but be surrounded by and constrained to work on crap. Just feels like everything went horribly wrong somewhere and you're powerless to do anything about it and your only option is to suck it up.