The stimulants don't alleviate the discomfort.
I honestly question whether you have adhd or whether yours and mine are remotely the same.
Oftentimes it would be a great relief to do a specific thing...or it's something i actually want to get done and no matter how much i want to I struggle.
Getting sleep right helps a lot. Getting sunlight helps a lot. etc But in the end a notable problematic aspect of it remains.