If only you spent a fraction of that energy on self reflection...
My thoughts are all there in my comment. If you disagree, then just refute them. I'd love to have reasons to believe things are not as bad as they seem.
I believe there is a strong point to make. Not only are engaged in obsessive compulsive behavior but you are also leaning on alternative versions of reality/accounts to form your opinions.
You posted in other threads that you are going through therapy and your therapist already gave you directives regarding your obsession over this topic. I feel OP's point reiterate your therapist's feedback.
What is this supposed to mean? My view points are "alternative" and therefore wrong? No.
That's something you need to work out with your therapist, given that all the people reiterating that point to you in all those threads didn't seemed to get through to you.