I relate, but you need to become healthy. Get up early in the morning, run with your friends or join a group of runners. That’s the answer. Regulate your sleep, get your blood checked, and if you’re low on vitamin D3, supplement it. Follow Bryan Johnson’s blueprint as a reference.
Then go build. Be 50X.
I do relate with what you’re saying, BUT there’s a solution. It’s not a pill, it’s not a diet, it’s not giving up and recruiting people just because you’re lonely.