and i don't want to pay my employees to learn, i want to pay them to produce output i can sell.
Doing hard things are good, if this hard thing has never been done before - like going to the moon.
Doing hard things which has been done, but just not by you, is not good unless it's for "entertainment" and personal development purposes - which is fine and i encourage people to do it, on their own dime. Like climbing Mount Everest, or going to the south pole.
But if you are doing a project for someone else, you don't get to piggy back your personal wants and desires unrelated to the project on to it.