It really is. I can barely walk, the longest distance I can do is less than 100 meters at this point, because my legs are weak, and the muscles are rigid, and there is some severe tremor going on which makes it even more difficult to walk.
Sadly this is coupled with incontinence (mainly urinary), so before I go out (every 3 months to the doctor), I have to make sure I do not drink, or if I do drink, I need to account for that when I go outside, but as a precaution I wear those diapers, not sure how they are called, those undies that are diapers, essentially. I wet my bed many times at night.
I have severe anxiety and depression which I have had long before the lesions, but given my circumstances and the damage, it is now worse.
I wish I had more financial help. There is a friend who helps me as much as he can, but other than that, I got no one. The Government gives me almost nothing per month. According to their calculations, somehow a person is supposed to get by by 900 HUF (~2.6 USD) per day.