Yeah good on you for having a look into TMS, it never hurts to have an open mind. Yeah fair enough about privacy. A lot of members on the TMS forum (https://www.tmswiki.org/forum/search/8552753/?q=hand+pain&o=...) go by psuedonyms and discuss stuff on throwaway accounts etc, if you wanted to check to see if anyone had something similar to what you had you could always use the search bar in the top right.