Please point to any part of my post that reads best as "you can't just do an activity for your own joy".
You can just admit you made a mistake. It's fine.
You can just admit you made a mistake. It's fine.
i think this part gave people the impression that you meant that doing something "for nobody" (eg. for your own joy) was somehow bad/malevolent
You can just admit you communicated poorly. It's fine.