Thanks, I suppose part of the problem is that I don't know what to do next. But that is something Ill work on and write about.
"What you want is passion. It is beyond interest. You need 20 interests, then one of them may grab you more than anything else and then you may have found your greatest love in comparison to all of the other things that interest you, and that's what passion is"
http://www.ted.com/talks/larry_smith_why_you_will_fail_to_ha...