I felt the same around a couple of years ago. One day my giant and fragile config got broken beyond repair — I was using package manager without version pinning, my fault essentially. After spending a few days trying to figure which versions of 30+ plugins should work together and also use the settings I had in init.lua (many plugins just deprecated their own settings), I realised I don’t ever want to spend time on this. Went full opposite — installed Vim, found my vimrc from pre-Neovim era, removed all the plugins and happily using it since then, just stuff vim has out of the box.